ISKRA HOLSTEIN
pre 16 godina
Dear Jean,
Your followup to my text shows a huge amount of knowledge. Having left Yugo 30 odd years ago, I tend to go by gut feeling about what happened in the terrible 90s.
I agree completely that ethnic problems shouldn't ever be used in connection with the dissolution of old Yugo. The rights for women for example were exemplary, as was education ...Of course it depended on where you lived, to an extent that you couldn't imagine if you haven't physically been there. Another point on which you are absolutely correct is the help richer regions offer to poorer. We all knew that infant mortality in Kosovo was unacceptably high, for example.
If we allow everything you said to be valid, I believe that you can have very little idea how horrific it was to observe from outside this multiethnic, liberal (if you lived in the right place), successful society, with everyone in Belgrade having relatives and friends in say Sarajevo; true with poor southern regions with little tourism like Kosmet or Macedonia, but with the possibility of the tourist dollar making its way from the beaches inland, to suddenly explode into genocide.
My whole ( and The guardian Wekly's) about the numbers running the army were not given because they reflected nationalism of any kind. they reflected that when the army movedon Slovenia, mothers in Bosna were screaming to have their conscripted sons released.
There are archive photos of everything I say - because i wasn't there. but I could feel the mounting horror. After Slovenia came Zagreb. Not much happened there. But Vukovar is another story. Guardian weekly: we went into the small bakery in the slavonian village. there was a smell of blood.
Next came Sarajevo. My moher said you should see the number of cars in belgrade with Sarajevo registrations. Do you know how many snipers had fun in the hills around Sarajevo ( not all sebian , I'll bet a good many international mercenaies had lovely target practice there with free arms and ammunition) 18 000 according to Hague.
OK so they shelled dubrovnik . I had small kids by then and never looked at newspapers. Still, I gazed at a newsstand and saw "montenegrian weekend outings dad and sons take rifles and shoot on jaunt to Bosnia". There is a book ( published in Belgrade, there WAS a peace movement, my mother was in it) "They shot at ccattle".
Or the time I was on duty in our primary school and glanced at the newspaper lining the painting table: Bodybags in Shibenik" Do you knoe how it went? A serb neighbour denounces you and you're dead. There were also acts of kindness (also published in Bgd newspapers after the war) 'The serb neighbour who could have denounced me didn't. He saved my life.
Next: The west publishes pictures of busses ccarrying children from Sarajevo to Italy. Desperate parents :"are we doing the right thing" . Can you imagine the scenes? Do you have any idea how many people were shot in Sarajevo? Can you believe the traumatisation of the ones left alive ( doctor on the saving of a little girl transferred to the west: "do they know that over 90 people die every day in this hospital"? (He wasn't referring to cancer)
Only two or three things left now: A Srebrenica woman remembers ( from extract published in Bgd progressive paper, before the tycoons stepped in) "The sound I will never forget is the desperate lowing of the cattle." While the remaining women were coping with unimaginable horror the cattle were dying of thirst. No automatic watering youo see like we have i9n the west...Think about it.
A story told by a woman in the peace movemen'ts headquarters ( pokey rooms changing every few months Danish reporter to my mum " ther must surely be m,any in your peace movement?" yes she replied, around 1 000. Well one day a kosovo woman comes in and tells this story : thet came and killed all the men and boys. Only one 10 yoarold who was visiting survived. (exact age of my son there that tells me this was 11 years ago. You see the problems of an extended family ; lots of uncles, grandpas and so on living together...A mother comes : my daughter was told she'd lose her job if she didn't report for work that night. None of the managers appeared. She died. Who works at night?..Any guesses ? She died in bombing which had been prewarned.
Did you see the articles about brotherly soldiers in Bosnia sharing a cigarette? Have you spoken to anyone in Split having a baby in the mid 90s? The wards were full of screaming bosnian women who had been raped and were having their babies So sad, no antenatal classes you see- they were so unprepared for birth........
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